Sniffle Sniffle

I was well stressed out yesterday :( struggling for childcare, Nursery being incredibly incompetently run and a sick mum and sister (childcare) eeeeek - I did my best to try and find alternatives but in the end had to Dump little E on my mum which I really didnt want to do as she was not well at all - after all the hassle of the morning and battling with E's father to try and get some parental support from him was a nightmare - so poor mum had E dropped on her and me bursting out crying due to stress overload - all before 8am lol - I don't generally moan about being a single parent cause I love E to bits but somtimes I would just love someone to be there fore me with a big cuddle hmmmmm - that being someone who is faithful who is not gonna run off with another woman hmmm!!! - ok enough said lets move on.....

Today a bit better lol - largly due to Being off work due to support staff being on strike therefore able to take mum to docs to get antibiotics, then visit to dads grave as he would have been 70 this Friday :( so miss him, however still managed to upset my sister and D (who is not not ever ever gonna talk to me ever again hmmmmm) - why can't people just understand that I am so busy so that if I don't return a call, answer a question etc - its not due to the fact that I am being difficult or selfish it is merely a case of what day is it? stress city?? Who am I??? - can't wait to get this bloody assignment handed in! - Am I being unreasonable?

Ok rant over with enough work for tonight I am shattered..... Heres hoping a better end to week than start - oh which incidentally promises to be on Friday night ;)

F x