Well got E back today from her dad's (been there since last friday). Its funny because people always say to me you must love having some time to yourself and you must get used to her going to her dad's - in reality I never get used to it I just have to put up with it. I think when you are a single parent and she goes away for a while its like having your left arm cut off and you kinda realise how much the little critter means to you even though she does know how to wind me up and get me round her little finger. The worst bit is when she comes home and insists on calling me her dad's new woman's name for the first hour - not her fault I know but you can imagine how it make me feel - I guess it just makes me realise that when you love something or someone enough anything is worth it for them even if they don't appreciate you at times and say an do things which really hurts you - anyone who knows me will undoubtedly recognise the sentimental and brutally honest side of me tonight - hmmmmm must be the time of the month again lol.

So anyway a weekend at home i think doing fun things - after all had a bit of a wild weekend last weekend, so just gonna hang about here and do some stuff in the garden etc and just relax - anyone want to join me feel free :)

F x